Learning through pain isn't something I enjoy...I guess no one really enjoys learning through pain though. I've been meaning to fill you all in on my most recent news. As the end of the semester came around, it became quickly apparent that Baylor would not be included in my spring schedule. When the realization finally sink in, my heart broke. I felt devastated, as if God had taken something away from me. But what I've learned over the past few weeks is...God didn't really make the promise of Baylor for the Spring a promise to me. That was my interpretation of what I strongly believed he had told me to do. I had held on to this idea of becoming a nurse, and in becoming a nurse things would finally begin to come into play. 

 Devastation occurred.

Not any physical devastation. Only that which is in my heart.